12:31 a.m. - Monday, Mar. 30, 2009
is it wicked not to care? when you've wasted many hours talkng endlessly to anyone that's their
I've been sort of torn about what to do, I mean i don't want to hurt anyone with anything i write, here or elsewhere, but I've still got this need to get it out of me.
So i guess I'm back to writing here, I never told e about this place, so there is no chance he will ever see it, and hence i won't ever hurt him. cause he is my best friend, basically my only friend these days. c knew about this, hell it's how she found me, but i somehow doubt she cares about me anymore, so i'm ok there,
m found me on here once, but i have my doubts about him finding it again, my old friends, I have my doubts about them ever being sober enough to operate a computer ever again, so no worries there either.
so rather than worrieing about them, I think I'll just be able to write here again, it's only been a couple of years that I've been away.
(one of the little things that has pissed me off, is the people who've visted conuter on wordpress. I don't know 31 people, i mean really, if i inculded everyone i've ever met, who i wanted to know something about me, something personal, it wouldn't add up to 31 people, and the fact that 31 people were reading my blog, pissed me off, I mean it's not like i give a damm, sine almost everyone of them was a complete stranger, but the fact that i knew they were reading about me, my life, and the possiblity that they were actually my friends, god no. add in the fact that e did eventually get around to reading it, and of course he was pissed, i can't blame him, i never intended it to come out that way, but it's pretty easy to see how it did. (I'm not looking down upon him, I'm much more evious of him, but at the same time i cann't even imagne how he could live like that)
but anyway, I'm back.
np belle and sebastion, "is it wicked not to care?"
