11:08 a.m. - Tuesday, Jan. 09, 2007
and it's just some little crush
god i hate this weather.
it's warmer today, not as warm as it was yesterday (50, with a foot and a half or snow still on the ground! back to the old days!) but it's only going to lasta few days and then snow and zero degrees again for this weekend. jersy was seventy one degrees, the old record was fifty something.
and my car got stuck in it's parking spot last night. yeah, the parking spot that it had been parked in for close to a week, so it was clear save for a dusting of snow that fell down. yeah, a dusting of snow stopped my car from moving. and it's not just the rear that sucks, the front slides just as easy and the brakes, well the abs pluses to let me know it's working, it almost feels like it pluese when you're foot isnt even near the brakes...
but i think i'm giving up drinking, for at least a couple of months. during the summer i feel no need to drink, but during the winter, i feel like i need something to manage, so i think i'm going to stop. till maybe march. then the sun should be out enough that i don't have any disire to drink... the fact that i'm quiting my job should make a big difference as well. but i'm not sure being trapped with my parnets and their smokeing inside can not be good for me metally or pysically. i want to start going to the gym when i feel like drinking, except i might not make it back....
only a week and two days to go, and i get to call in sick for one of those days.
I'm thinking of not getting another job, will it be wierd going to school and not working? cause i don't really remeber what that's like, i've worked for the last twleve years during school, i've taken most of the summers off, but work and school kind of go toghter in my mind....
NP: dismemberment plan, crush
the mirrored sky, the white picket fences in your eyes, a vison of you and me, and you and me
