12:13 a.m. - Friday, Jan. 05, 2007
could be back for you
wow
i'm sore and so forth from loading erics truck, not to mention a little dissapointed with myself for not going with him (more on this later) but he should be enjoying he's frist nights sleep in las vegas as we speak.
yep, erics moved, mikes lived in korea for years now (2.5?) and china before that, cat moved away, akasha moved away, jason is still around but i haven't talked with him since before mike moved (excepting when mike was visting this last couple of weeks) which leaves me with no one around here, i have a few freinds from work and ryan is still living here, but that's it. no one from high school or even college is still around.
it's a little desspressing to learn that all you're friends have moved away.
but anyway, on to the subject of why i'm disspaionted with my self for not going to vegas with eric.
there is the obvios one, he got out, of course i want to go with him.
but then there is the secondary one, why didn't i go with him on the trip to move his stuff?
well there is the fact that he didn't invite me untill the last minuete, and yet, even though i have another three days off (four when he asked) but i was tierd when he asked, and i don't know what i would have done with my dogs (i don't know what i will do with them when/if i go out to vist him either)
i really just want out of colorado.
everything has been getting on my nerves lately, from my mom's idoicy ("well the government has no right to open my mail", then even if i did vote for him twice, "i would do it again"...) to the general state of life in co, (can you believe that there are seven houses that still havn't shoveled their walkways at all? and what's even worse, is that in the two weeks since the storm they've had their driveways shoveled well enough that it's dry, the steets aren't even dry yet. no the streets still have four inches of snow on them)
but anyway
np:wax, california
got me a ride and a reason to ignore you
