12:56 a.m. - Tuesday, Aug. 29, 2006
todays word is dejected
god i'm board.
it's not just school, or my job, or the fact that i haven't really got time to go to the gym anymore,
it's something else, something missing.
i'd be tempted to say it's the fact that i'm still living with my parents, but that hasn't changed since i was ten.
i haven't been sleeping well, the only thing i enjoy about my days are the ones where i get to ride to work, and that's nearly suicdeal behavior, and the days when i get to take my dogs out for a hike.
i'm tempted to take the long way to work while riding, it's only about seven miles longer, but it's on bike paths most of the way.
at least i'm having dreams again when i do sleep, wierd dreams, anna(1), and mike and people from middle school showing up in them, and it's got nothing to do with any of them anyway.
(this is the girl i grew up next door to not the one who i was best friends with, oddly enough akasha aka anna hasn't shown up in my dreams yet)
np:hello saferide: 2006
jaunary first and it's already clear, it's gonna be another shitty year
