12:40 a.m. - Tuesday, Aug. 08, 2006
this time i did wave good bye
let me say this, vodka and berries and cream dr pepper rocks.
of couse, seeing as how i haven't had any thing to drink in well over a week, two weeks? a month? i don't even remeber:) i would say anything the least bit of booze rocks.
but wow i love drinking.
and the thing that's got me worried, is that i don't really like drinking in pubilc. i mean when there are other people around, i don't really like getting drunk in front of them. that's the sign of an alcoholic insn't it? (not that i haven't done it before, but i still favor private to public, note only in drinking, but pretty much accross the board)
and it's not like i havn't got a reason to drink, my dad apparently as accused me of unsafe driving, not to me, but to my mother. which is just another reason to get the hell out of here. (i wasn't driveing unsafe at all, i just thought i sould note that. i had writen a big long thing about how i wasn't driving unsafe, but i think i's enough to point out i wasn't being unsafe at all)
never mind the fact that my driveing has nothing at all to do with why he's pissed, nor do i, but i'm a convenent target to take his furstations out on, so me it is.
but honestly i'm a little tried of just sitting back and taking it.
but now it's time for bed, i really hope i get the job with the census bereau not only will it be a five grand a year rasie, i'll be able to tranfer in six months or a year, which is what i'm really looking forwards to.
i can't wait to get out of this hell hole^*
* may be repalaced with anywhere my parnets move, it's not the denver/boulder in really all that bad, but my parnets are here, so it is for me.
np: the cassettes, the lonesome sound on the cassettes.
side by side, on wing's we'll ride
